I felt happy before I went to see the Chung Ek. After walking around and listened to the headphone I start to feel sad and sometimes I feel shocked. Most of the information is new for me, also there are about 20,000 who had died at Chung Ek. I saw bones, clothes, and trees, all of this are left from Khmer Rouge regime. When I heard people die from the knife, palm tree, hammer and etc. This is all the cheap products but they can kill people very quickly when I heard people are killing by this way I start to imagine to myself what will I feel when I was in that situation. When they bring all the people to Chung Ek they told that they will have a new home to live, but most of them they knew that they will die. There was a girl who had 2 bananas and they think she stole it so they killed her with the hammer. When I was walking during listen to the headphone I was standing near the place where they had killed people, that time I felt really shocked and I step backward. I noticed that there are no one laughing and feel happy all the visitors are quiet because they are so emotional full of sadness even they are not Cambodia.
When I went to S21 I felt happy before starting the audio tour. After listening to the audio I start to feel really bad and kind of angry because it is too much for me to hear about this information. When I saw the bed with the picture on the top I can imagine the bed with dead body sleep on and I feel really scared of it I need a partner or more to walk with me. There are only 12 people alive from S21 they are really lucky and like a fantasy when I heard they’re still people alive from S21. When I walk across the quiet room I feel really scared and I feel like what happens if the ghost appears in front of me. There were no laughing but full of sadness, I still feel bad because there are more foreign people visit S21 than Cambodia people. I saw the picture of the way they killed people contain cruel. Duch, he’s one of the smartest students in his class than he becomes the leader of S21, the rule at S21 was really strong with a lot of punishment. This is the scariest place I’ve ever been before, I’m so sorry for those people who had killed with sadness and full of starvation. I saw blood I saw the weapon that they used to kill people I’m really sorry for those who had killed during Khmer Rouge regime including my relative.
